Monday 5 December 2022 was just like any other day for me 鈥� until it聽wasn鈥檛.
I walked my son to school, taught my class for the day, participated in two committee meetings and answered a dozen or so emails to students, staff and other faculty. The air was crisp as I聽then set off to pick up my son, only to suddenly find that I聽couldn鈥檛 walk straight.
It seemed, at first, like a momentary oddity for my feet to fail to behave the way they had for the previous 38 years. Four or five steps later, though, my vision also shut down and I聽fell against a wall.
For some time thereafter, there was nothing. No聽time went by, no聽thoughts occurred, no聽sounds registered. Unconscious, I聽was rushed to hospital, where I聽spent the night in the emergency room before being admitted to the cardiology ward for 12 days.
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In all, I stayed in the hospital for a total of almost a month between 5聽December and 1聽March and underwent three surgical procedures, including six hours of open-heart surgery and the installation of a defibrillator. But five surgical chest scars and $700,000 (拢551,000) of hospital expenditure later, I聽am back in my classroom.
I鈥檓 not myself yet: I聽still suffer from chest pain and I聽can鈥檛 climb stairs like I聽used to. But I鈥檓 on my way. I聽am teaching my senior students how to be mathematicians before they leave us to accomplish great things. I聽am attending department and committee meetings and helping my peers again with union work. And, today, I聽made changes to an article and resubmitted it 鈥� fine, Reviewer聽2, you win!
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While these tasks give me great satisfaction and relief, they are a strong reminder of the privileged position I聽hold as a full-time tenure-track faculty member. I聽know that, although my recovery still has a long way to go, I聽will be OK.
Even at my worst moment, when the doctors could not tell me for sure that I聽would live, I聽knew that I聽had a medical disability leave 鈥� so, as long as I聽got healthy, I聽would have a job to return to. I聽knew that, regardless of how high my medical bills rose, I聽had high-quality insurance that would cover most of it. When doctors talked to me about intubation and explained that it was possible that they might, accidentally, break one or more of my teeth as they inserted the breathing tube into my windpipe, I聽knew that my dental coverage could fix it. In short, the network of benefits and financial support structures that I聽had as a tenure-track academic meant that all I聽had to worry about was my rehabilitation exercises.
But my chest had contained this silent time bomb 鈥� a leaking valve and thick heart walls due to a hidden genetic defect 鈥� my whole adult life. Luckily for me, it went off in 2022 and not in 2016, when I聽was still an adjunct and graduate student. Had it happened then, my job would have been lost. My family鈥檚 income would have disappeared overnight. The hospital bills would have crippled us and most likely pushed us into bankruptcy 鈥� a common occurrence throughout the US. Any broken teeth would have had to stay broken.
Then, as now, I聽was the sole provider for my wife and my three children, and I聽taught at least as much as many full-time faculty members. Yet聽not only聽did I聽earn聽very little as a graduate teaching assistant聽and adjunct faculty member, a situation that is not remotely unusual, I聽did so with no聽benefits to speak of. For most US universities, it seems, a deathly ill adjunct is just a body to be replaced in the classroom.
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And yet adjunct faculty represent聽more than 60聽per cent of higher education faculty 鈥� and rising. They contribute as much to the well-being of our institutions as tenure-track faculty do, mentoring our students and teaching the same courses. They deserve the same protections and sense of security that we have. They should be provided with disability leave, health insurance and dental care as routinely as they are pay cheques.
I am beyond thankful for the benefits that my current privileged position provides me, but I聽worry about my adjunct brothers and sisters. If we can鈥檛 take care of our own faculty in their greatest time of need, how can universities meaningfully contribute to guiding society to a better tomorrow?
Josh Hiller is associate professor of mathematics and computer science at Adephi University, New York.
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